The mind. Some say it is just the storage place for information. But once it's capacity is full it starts to dump information.

I quest for the answer by not looking to science because such a thing can only explain what you see the brain doing on the outside, but not inside. You can only see cells shooting lightning at each other, supposedly signals to the body, then what explained the massive and seemingly endless expansion of the brain's ability to think and imagine?


The brain is split into two parts, but in males the two brains are separated while in the female they are bridged. Thus explaining why men and women are so different. The female brain is capable of complete thoughts and not questioning it's own process. The Male has a much darker thought process, the thoughts are constantly conflicting and causing chaos, resulting it terribly bad decisions, Bravery, stupidity, courage. The ability to do without fear. To face difficulty without falling victim to the mind's suggestions for survival.


The Male brain will always think it is right no matter how wrong it is. The female brain will come to rationalize in order to adjust and adapt to the Male's flawed brain. But neither are perfect. They both fail in the sense that they both make mistakes and are not able to see the future.



The brain is not the only thing that is causing the mind to think. The body as well is a key to understanding thought. You may sometimes just wonder why you are able to think, and this causes a stall in the brain. Mean wile the body is still able to take control and function normally. Even though the body and mind are in the same form, they are two highly different entities.

As a matter of fact the Body is composed of 4 elements. The Brain, the Mind, the Body, and the Spirit.

The Brain preforms functions that allow control over the physical body, but does not allow for manual control of the internal body.
The Mind the result of the brain but it is unexplained because there is not way to see into the dark void that glows in our mind. Allowing a person to see what is not there, it is like a dream but not. You have complete control over it once you understand it, but it is in automatic 60% of the time.
The Body. This is the house you exist in, like a foreign land you are unfamiliar with most of it and are not able to control all that is within. You are given the responsibility of feeding and nurturing this greedy beast.
The spirit. There are many arguments of it's very existence yet all who have ever lived on the earth have believed in it. Every religion, every nation every culture even who have never met or communicated have believed in this entity. The spirit is said to determine the difference between Good and Evil. It brings out the best and worse in human beings, but it is not unharmed, it can bring the thing we call Emotions. Love, Hate, Sadness, Agony, and many many variants of them.

Some believe the spirit is part of another element that is still ever yet to be proven to exist. There are many names for it, Chi, Ki, Power, Energy, Magic. But almost all agree that they are the ability to affect the outside world with a mere fluctuation of this element that is said to reside in the body. It brings inspiration to many who desire access to this element that many believe is locked away from us so that we may not abuse it. Perhaps it is true, but until it is able to be unlocked, it's existence is just theory.



The mind is something more than others give credit. It allows everything you see before you. It was not developed nor was it invented, it was born. From the day you are born you have thoughts, they are primitive and not set as words like we do every day. These thoughts are all from what you see. but the meaning is the same. As you sit there and read this you are having thoughts, opinion, each one being a function of the mind.

One thing in nature that does not exist is Opinion. There is no need for it. Nature chooses what works, not what fails. Opinions Fail most of the time because they come from a selfish desire to be right, even if they are right, until nature has proven it right, it is just an opinion of the world.


Well that's all that I can push out for now, so if you have managed to read all this without having a mad seizure, remember. Science can be wrong too. Leave truth to your own judgment.

 

I've wondered why in most of my life I never made friends. But I never seemed to draw a conclusion. 

I was questioned yet again on my reclusive nature when I thought about it deeply and resurfaced feelings and thoughts.
I hate humans. They live fake lives and deceive each other their whole lives just for the goal of pleasure, raw sin. Such meaningless trash. I never desired interaction with such shameless creatures. All live for the selfish race against time. The only thing I see in humans is the amount of effort they put into their lies and deceit. It's like the world was really just a place that evil was born.

The first instinct a human has seems to be "how can I make money" and they go too far just to obtain it. Do they not realize one day they will die and their life being meaningless from the beginning? Nothing they do will mean anything once they are dead so why try so hard to sign your damnation in the next life?

Is the purpose of the human life to betray your own kind?


The thought of human behavior makes me wish to be a being of destruction that would bring an end to this world forever.

I wish every day the world would end. The meaning of my life is even less important than any others. It frustrates me beyond explanation.

How dare a person question my life! How dare you try to define me. How dare you tell me what I already know!

A world without suffering is a world without me for I suffer therefore it's truth that I speak.

Why not cut off the head of the wise man and elect the village clown as the leader? Your way of thinking is surely the way of the world so you would agree would you not? Your tongue will spit poison as you speak to the ones you claim to have bond, is this not the way of the world?

Assume! For you are always right! Never would the one who has lived for the truth ever be on the one you listen to!

The humble man does not exist for a humble man would never be able to admit it! For he knows himself too well!

The true man of the human race is but a beast of no brain or soul. The woman of the human race is but a pawn in the design. No man is created equal! For if you are not of the dark skin you are a fool and a pest! Is this not the way of the world?

The creation of life is just for the purpose of destroying life itself! A great cloud will surround the world, the lies of mankind will be the cause of these clouds. The world will be divided forever in darkness created by the selfish existence you created. And you will witness the darkness I have experienced for myself.

Dare to change who you are. Dare to change your mind. Dare to break from the flow.

The black sheep is not the defect, it is the evolution of identity. Free from the mindless flow of existence. Able to think able to witness truth and question the world that was so poorly designed for the sheep.

If a boy is born being told a mere rock was his mother, surely he will believe it till he dies. Is it not true that the same is for you? Are you not being told that the rock is your mother? Do you not know otherwise. Is the lack of knowledge merely the sign of mortality?

We have forgotten the past. We have failed to pass truth through our lives. The collected souls of the dead are now fading into darkness as will all of humanity. For it was unable to save itself from the people who created the coin.

A man could spend his life trying to earn a coin and die with empty pockets. For anything is possible, even pre-destiny.



Mankind is predestined to fail. As I may have rejected the world, the world rejects me.

I now only hope, try, and obsess with the destruction of the world by my own.


I would first go after those who enjoy terrorizing others and slowly but like a thunderstorm destroy every last thing capable of thought.



To truly awaken, you must first have been asleep. I have awakened the one inside my soul. The creature that all beliefs fear. The one who speaks truth.


I have disconnected from the feeding tubes of information. The knowledge chosen by the world. I have taken my own path and decide on my own what is and is not true. For I already know the truth before it is even spoken.

You cannot lie to the one who knows the truth, for he will laugh at you, and see you as a grain of sand in the world that means nothing to any who mean something.


The world is not the way of life. The desire to suffer is the way of the world. Life, is the rape victim of a tragedy called Human.



So be it. The world is judged.
 

Anime. Most of you know what this is. A Japanese animation or cartoon to say.  but most of you don't realize that almost all Anime originally are made based on the original source, called Manga. A Manga is a Japanese word for Comic, but unlike American comics they have a beginning and an end.

I begin this starting with a Manga called "Elfen Lied".  The story starts off about a Girl who has a strange power, but she uses it to kill, and as the story goes on you find out she is not human, and she is struggling mentally.

Setting aside something you can just look up on wiki, I will now explain my distaste for the Anime. The story in the Anime deviated GREATLY from the original and even ended short with the main character walking off to die at the hands of the people after her.

The Anime ended episode 13. Around chapter 64. But with all the plot cut out it was more like chapter 30. But despite this tragedy the Manga continued far past that all the way to chapter 107 where it ended beautifully.  The main character dies in her last moment's of struggling at the hands of the person she loved, and that person continued to visit a stone he met her at ad the end of every festival for many years with the promise to return in his mind. The last page finally tied everything together and left me in awe as he found out the main characters real name when his daughter finds a note in a small bottle. And then the ending of a beautiful story that has been undermined by the Anime that forever ruined the Artist's true story.




But there is not mystery behind why the producers of the Anime cut it short. Legal issues, time, budget.
I myself am not sure which is 100% true, but forever will I know that something amazing was thrown away, and I do not wish to fall to the fate. And warn those who wish to follow the same path as a Manga-ka. Do not accept an Anime contract if you are not at least half way done, and do not accept a contract if it is short term. Demand a finish.




For more information on Elfen Lied visit the wikipedia page. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elfen_lied




 

M I T H
Ironically exactly what it is. A constant Work in Progress.


As I grew more interested in Anime I started to develop a character that eventually lead to the creation of many more. And before long I had created a whole cast for this story that over time just grew into an epic post apocalyptic universe that started before today and ends thousands of years in the future.

The main theme to the story is Religion. The who thing is wrapped around the idea of the Christian God, and his death.

Three key characters of the story are the two you see below, Kenji (left) and Kenoko (Right)
The third character is not present in this image but his name is Jaruo. Pronounced with a German R. His character is German inspired though since he was raised by Germanic tribes who worshiped spirits.

The story begins on the early to late 1700s in Japan, where Kenji and Kenoko meet. Jaruo at the time was exploring Japan for knowledge. But the story quickly moves to the other Asian countries and eventual Europe where Jaruo for the last time encounters the two tragic heroes.

But then 10,000 years later the story picks up once more, this time things that happened are repeated but the paths taken change and eventually the fulfillment of the story.

Kenji and Kenoko are both Reborn to once again attempt to finish their duty to Stop Jaruo from ending the world and possible the universe. Jaruo's quest is to collapse all 10 Heavens and turn the multiverse into one.



 

The character at the top is the original body of Kenji
that was reanimated after his death.

In the blink of an eye the world can change. This learned by a young man who spent most his life with his best friend that became his sister through their parents marriage. He worked most his life to support his sister. His heart was always filled with kindness, but one day he snapped and something strange happened. He unleashed a power he never imagined. and from that point on his life never was the same.



I admit, I'm not much of a writer, in fact I've never gone in-depth in a story till this and another that are both on hold. This story is more about how I feel personally than it would be when it comes to just writing a random story.

In this plot, the main character discovers feelings that come with his discovery, and as things move along he feels passion in many ways. He falls in love with his best friend who by now is a taboo by most standards. But nature seems to hold more power over people than one would think. Give or take our ability to manipulate the world.

The main character's name is not mentioned unless Key points in the story are reveled, but the story ends short with the Death of many people and eventually the world. I also am developing a sequel to the story to allow people to see the main character start a new life on another world, I titled it "Ascent" as a counter to the death-bringing Descent.
 

To read the short story please visit my Gallery.teh-kenji.deviantart.com/gallery/#Descent